Diane has been home since last friday from the hospital. She had a rough couple of days and then she seemed to be doing a little better. We stopped by yesterday on our way home from the lake and she was pretty good. Today I was there all day and it was really hard. Diane slept until lunch which was good but the whole day she seemed really mixed up. She wasn't drinking much and she had a rough day. Diane has a hospital bed at home now but she's unable to walk so there's alot of lifting to do. Pray for a better day tomorrow. Also pray for strength for William and the kids.

Was at the hospital today with Diane and at around 11:00 Dr. Parker got her admitted. She finished the one bag of blood and everything went well. They put her on IV too. She got her second bag of blood around 2ish and i left at 2:30 and everything seemed fine again. Parker said they should do a chest xray tomorrow. So it looks like she'll be in a couple of days hopefully getting much needed rest. She hasn't been getting much sleep and i think neither has William. He is an amazing nurse!!! Diane couldn't have a better hubby. Thanks for all your prayers.

Diane is having a blood transfusion tomorrow morning at 9:00.

Went to Diane's to build a deck onto their trailer, well I didn't but my hubby, William, my dad, William's dad and Brenten did. Now Diane can go outside and hopefully when she's out there she won't need oxygen. She fell a week ago so now needs a little more care. She went to their cabin last sunday and even managed to get on the boat and fish a little. This next Wednesday she'll be getting a blood transfusion again. Dr. Parker doesn't know if they'll be able to give her many more as she seems to get a fever with getting the blood. So you can all pray that the blood transfusion will go smoothly, her body won't have a reaction to the blood, no fever and that she'll have more energy after, also that
she'll still be able to have more if needed. William has holidays this next week so I'm sure they'll both be getting some much needed rest. Thanks again for all who have prayed and have made a difference in her life. Thanks also for all the wonderful meals that have been made and brought, God Bless you all.

i had a dream

i woke up with such a powerful dream, i can' remember when i've ever had such a powerful message come across . I woke up to see a home being built this is not just any ordinary home. It is a home sprecifically right here where families who are not sure how to deal with emotions, anxzieties and many different feelings that go through cancer wether we are christian or not,( the fear, the anger, how can we cope?? is there any hope etc etc? and to help families see, there is hope in God and eternal life, any family willing to com and are willing to work together as a team of christian counselors. i've love to share our family experiences that we have gone through our journey and hope that we also as a family will be able to touch and help other families affected by cancer. would like give them counselling together with their families, to give them courage, a hope of eternal life.`as we search through the bible in a bible type sharing yet open concept way,
i would also like to incorporate a program to help children at their level, by explaining to them about cancer . Anyway, this is only a part of my dream, as i saw thiis home being built, it was quickly done, and we were having families coming up a walk into our home joining us for a bible study and do you know what I was there inviting in the guests into our home. for what i'd assume our first Cancer Help Lodge (no name so looking for one, am willing for some great names. I also did noot addthat threre are three small cabin/homes where families stay a week or so as needed to receive the care psiritual care the needdd to understand, we have a God of Hope, Strength,Cherity
sorry for all the smelling mistakes, this took me 3 days i thinnk to write up, but the dream is still clear as day, my mind only works in a few min at a time which makes it very difficult to try to wriite, hence the lack of of drawn out of it. This dream will hopefully be in my memorial if God calls me home and i hope someone out there has the dream to go through helping so many people who need to know in a christian way we have hope, we have a God, we have an alternitive to just dying we have Christ. thakn diane

Praise God

i will be receiving two pints of blood tomooro morning, what an answer to prayer, as sonn as i get there so prob. around 8 9 am.

Best Birthday

Tuesday, June 29, 2010
best birthday

I have to first start off with how wonderful my birthday was, with our campground owners, Larry & Heather, together with lunch with my folks, then my sis and family came out for afternoon, of fun filled afternoon of grandpa fishing and then my sis who'd been up at their cabin came up for supper and cake . I spent my day resting on air mattress and with lots of pillows pilled high but it was fabulous just being together. it was maybe the most tiredess birthday, but who really cares, sometimes birthdays like that is just what one needed.
I Also had a best birthday addedd to my already best birthday of all i will say i had the biggest surprise for my Birthday, it was a present i was longing for, well, hubby was getting me ready for bed and lo and behold in sneaks my Birthday present, oh, how can you not cry, in the happiest way, our adopted daughter walked in the door, oh, you just can't imagine what a delight, i had missed her for so long, and there she was, just what the doctor ordered i say. Just a complete blessing the Lord i knew i needed. God Just Blessed us All so much that day, the only Birthday we did miss was my older sis, but when we have wonderful tech. we don't miss each other so much.
This is a pic from a couple years ago, as she's enjoying the water sports with our family. i have writ my self up so tired already i have to stop as i know help will be needed up the stairs.